I spent the day with God in Beckley WV. He gave me a taste of his peace. He assured me that within a year from this date I will recieve that which I asked for such a long time....Yes that peace, the end of the beast. BUT HE told me that I have some more suffering to do but to count it all joy because it will make the peace when it DOES COME FOREVER that much greater.....He said to remember the pain that I feel....Live through it....Learn from my past, fix the present and to prepair for the future.....I might have another year of this pain, BUT HOLD ON TO THE PROMISES THAT WAS MADE IN THE GUARD HOUSE at my job. God WILL deliver.
I can now stop praying for death. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS.
GOD IS GOOD. I love him. I love the peace he sent me, that peace is my JAMES 1:17, HIS perfect gift.
I still have the peace I had earlier....I can now handle the pain that is to come for a time.
I love Jesus. and the peace he sent me.