please pray...

please pray for me. i have made some bad decisions, which have sort of compounded into other bad decisions. this in effect i believe will hurt not only me, but someone else as well.

i would rather not just come out and say what i am talking about. i think i have become dissilusioned in a lot of ways. but, in specific, this one.

You can PM any of the mods for private prayer and guidance, if you wish.

Otherwise, just know we will be praying wisdom for you in your choices, clarity of mind and decision, and most of all, peace and forgiveness for your heart.

In Jesus' name....

Praying.

thanks

thanks to all who prayed. i talked to her early this morning. she is much more than i deserve. i have never had a woman in my life who is as loving, forgiving, kind as she is.

i can be such a selfish person. there are things which i put together, and that was not the way it was. i blew up, said things i shouldn't have. she forgave me when i begged her.

i guess i am not used to having someone not bail on me. and what do i do? i put that to the test! what a wretch i am!