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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 11:56 am | |
| Itsy bitsy razor climbed up the scarred wrist Down comes the blood washing it out with a twist Up comes the razor to slice the wrist some more Itsy bitsy razor comes back to dig the core The scars are getting worse, never to heal The pain will stay forever, never to seal The hand drops the razor, it falls to the ground Nothing to see or hear but her crying sounds Picking up the razor to dig it really deep Hoping, wishing, waiting just to fall asleep Itsy bitsy razor drowned with her blood Drowning she can't breathe in such a deep flood She takes her final breath and then she says goodbye For itsy bitsy razor helped her leave this world and die | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:08 pm | |
| Scars I can almost remember Crimson red in dead September First time I was alive Desperate to throw off my gyve
While heaven doesn’t exist Hell’s fire subsists This pain isn’t a lie Only proof I can die
How beautiful red rivers flow Little metal strip dealing deathblows Whispers from the stars, take my sorrows Blood today, scars tomorrow. StainedShe starts the water, fills it to the top. Gets inside, the feelings won't stop. She's shaking from crying, there's tears on her cheek. Strong on the outside, but inside - she's weak. She can't help but wonder, why life's turned out this way. Just relieved at this moment she won't have to stay. Reaches over, grabs the blade off the sink. This night she left us, with the water stained pink. Undead Bride Frail little body, held in your arms so tight Pale and beautiful, draped in the cloak of night The pain in your eyes shines out in red Matching her nightdress, from where you had fed Your shirt forever stained, as is your pride An innocent girl becomes your undead bride The gifts of darkness have made you vain But this power has caused you nothing but pain After dusk, you live your cursed life Then hide away from dawn’s sharp knife You take the girl somewhere dark to meet her fate To wake up, alone, in this damned state And you try to purify yourself, to cleanse your skin But you cannot remove this scent, and disguise your sin | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:30 pm | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:30 pm | |
| The reason.
The sun is shining, But my eyes see no light. I see black, I see people laughing, and loving thier life, But all i hear is the screaming. What is wrong with me? I know that blood running through my veins but all that i feel is pain, the pain of wasted days, and of missed opportunities, Sitting in my room alone, I feel crowded, My mind is yelling "its not worth it!" Is all I hear all day long, when I sleep I dream of death The blood has covered the floor, I feel light headed The pain rushes through my body like lighting hitting the ground. I think of everything I have been through, a father leaving, of grandparents dying, of abuse, the taste of insanity that has been on my tounge for far too long i just wish everything was gone, that all would be silent, but to think! after all that i've been through! after 9 months in my mothers womb, after the fourteen years she has cared for me, after all the time living this life, enjoying this wonderful gift, could i throw it away? no, that can't be right..... what a waste it would be... perhaps there is a reason for me to carry on!! perhaps i should continue, but what reason do i have? and this is the answer i must persue, lest i become lost in the hopelessness and depression of this world. | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:36 pm | |
| wow, that is really good, did you write it? Memories burned away for all the time past, That’s unable to ever stay or last. It’s not meant to be. Just let it fade, Memories are taken and then again made.
Our past tends to repeat itself again and again, Without time given or time to mend, We use ourselves to fulfill our desire, But to me you’ll always be a liar.
Just walk away again. I know you will, Unable to create or fulfill, Your own destiny or future ahead, There’s so many more that want you dead.
You can’t control me or my life, I can make it through my own strife, Just give up on me. I’m not worth it anymore, Unable to settle or even your score.
I can’t fulfill destiny, not even my own, I walk this dark world all alone, Without a script or cue of where to go, Time ends but there’s never a final show.
People fade without a spark, Sitting alone in the dark, Unable to find a meaning to this life, We let ourselves become consumed with strife. | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:38 pm | |
| - headoverheelsforgod88 wrote:
- wow, that is really good, did you write it?
yes! thanx, i like scars...that one's my fav. (here anyway ^^ ) | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:39 pm | |
| thank you. i have many (poems and Scars) | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:42 pm | |
| lol, u should really shake that habbit...no offense...just saying | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:44 pm | |
| none taken, yea i doo need to quit, but if you have ever done somthing for a really long time...you would know how hard it is to quit. I lay still thinking, I lay wondering about what to do or say, I am young and don’t understand what is happening My mother is screaming my father is smashing glass and I lay still wondering if I did this. Soon my mother runs out of her room and goes towards the door My father follows only to stop and grab his metal rod that goes “boom”. I still lay there wondering and now crying. My father raises the rod and I jump out of my bed. I run out to my mother, he pulls the trigger. Now, I lay here in my box with my mother next to me. I now lay still forever. | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:47 pm | |
| yes. lol, bad habbits are very hard to shake...i have more than one ^^ this one sucks...i wrote it out of boredom, where as the previous one came from my heart. The loneliest thing I know As I sit recalling the past A lost little girl all alone Wishing for peace at last
A big smile and bright green eyes Was my secret safely kept I did good hiding the depression Locked in my room while i wept
I was invisible to my father Lost because acquaintances weren't true friends But the saddest thing I recall Was wishing for the end
The loneliest thing that I know is the memory of what i used to be forever recalling the past, wondering what went wrong.
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:50 pm | |
| yep i have thought the same thing, whats the use right? My Thoughts while on Abilify-
Asphyxiate in that insatiable need for those delicious pinpricks of crimson Eyes vacant, vitreous mirror orbs burning insipid and without purpose Gaze lowered, released from the strangulation of your artificial perfection Frigid mechanism supplants emotion, dabbing at lightly the rivulets of red Wash up, glance up, assume once again your fabrication of perfection
Neurotic dreams flicker incessantly beneath fluttering eyelids Infinite ebony lashes graze skin as you unwittingly slip further from reality Lost in the perpetual insanity that you’ve inevitably begun to call home, you skillfully plaster an iridescent, quotidian smile to the face of your physical self And watch with deadened eyes as everything you know…..
….fades into nihility | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:52 pm | |
| you didnt write that 1...correct? its alot diff. than the other 1's.... | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:55 pm | |
| yea i didnt write that one my best friend did | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:55 pm | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 12:57 pm | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:00 pm | |
| i wrote this one These faces, they haunt me Bringing back dark memories I cannot remember when The last time that I saw you then But I can see the pain Searing across your face Inside my mind I cry for your kind Though the human race is dieing This isn’t the end I can feel what you suffer But I try to be tougher I try to keep my emotions under I try to not care But every time I think about you You seem to disappear without a clue Then you’d come back Keeping me safe How could I not care For a creature so fair When you are around You try not to tear I love your smile But all the while You weep behind those bright eyes For all your pain and suffering And the ones you cherish For they are soon to perish In this on-going war Between man and self You hold back for me For me, who cries for us both
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:01 pm | |
| hmm. this topic grew fassst! | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:03 pm | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:04 pm | |
| it went from 1 post to 2 pages in like...20 minutes? not even... | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:05 pm | |
| lol yea i know what your talking about, but we are sharing your poems witch are my heart and sole right there for every one to see. and that doesnt happen verey often!! | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:09 pm | |
| lol, yeah....i don have too many on the computer...or too many that i'm willing to share ^^ | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:10 pm | |
| yea i am not really sharing my good ones becouse thay are way to close for me to share with just any body. The rose
The rose that was in full bloom has reached its doom
At once this flower was a deep red and now it is black and dead.
This rose is now frail and bent and has even lost its scent.
The roses' thorns are now deep, even though the flower is asleep.
The leaves that hold on to life are at lost when faced with a knife.
This lonely rose now hangs its head, for now it is truly dead.
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:19 pm | |
| my rose is black...its not dead!!! lol | |
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headoverheelsforgod88
Number of posts : 223 Age : 35 Location : Ashland, Kentucky/ Young Harris, Ga Age : 19 1/2 Registration date : 2008-02-23
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:20 pm | |
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Rastus
Number of posts : 876 Age : 30 Location : haven't seen a sign for miles Registration date : 2008-02-22
| Subject: Re: Poems Tue Feb 26, 2008 1:28 pm | |
| yeah...i need a nu avvy, that just sux... | |
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